Is a physical expression of lament really necessary even for a Four (Enneagram). it seems so inauthentic. I still feel so far removed from the need for ritual.
Maybe my poetry is the closest thing I have to lamenting. But it is far from ritualistic. It is spontaneous.
I am still on a lonely journey. I long for a familiar embrace, but instead I am met with a strange face. Not the invitation I am looking for.
Are the only companions for me to be two-dimensional entities from an online community... or will there come a person who is okay with me. Oh how I wish I didn’t fear my friends and family.
(Written June 29, 2023)
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